Vignette 10: Why can't I shake you?

Pilot Pilot Pilot.

Damn him.

Keeps calling. Won't let me move on. Knows what to say to make me entertain entertaining him.

I need to find someone else. And soon. Not an affair. Not a fuck and run.

Someone else. Who matters. Who I matter to.

It would be so easy to go back to the Pilot. So easy. I keep thinking about it. Every hour. What if I just said, come over.

The loneliness makes it harder to say no...to think, what if this time it's the real thing.

So silly. It will never been the real thing with the Pilot.

Need to shake this Pilot off of me. Evasive flying, I must learn evasive flying.